Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The Heart of Clowning

Hey guys! While doing research on clowning, I stumbled across this great article. Here is a little background on the author and the website I found it on: a little background on the author and the website I found it on.

It really does touch on the HEART of the clown and why they are so necessary in our world.

The article is quite lengthy, but full of gold!

THE HEART OF CLOWNING: on the use of a clown in the world. An interview with Giovanni Fusetti
This is a transcribed and edited version of an interview with Giovanni Fusetti, by Matty Miller, in the summer 2006. This interview is part of the paper: The Heart Of Clowning, by Matty Miller, for the course Spiritual Models of Social Action; Naropa University, Boulder Colorado, Fall 2006. Matty has trained with Giovanni in the Boulder Red Nose workshop in 2006. To contact Matty, or to obtain a copy of the complete paper, please write to

What’s the use of a clown in the world, anyway?

The clown is an archetypal figure, which has always existed: it makes people laugh because of its accidents and failures and faults. The use of the clown is to remind people about imperfection and disorder, and chaos, and fall, and, eventually, death, in a way which is based on humor.
As members of humanity, we all have one big common problem: we are going to die, one day, eventually. We also have another big skill that can turn out as a huge problem: we are self aware, which means that we can practice abstract thinking and know how things could be. So we have the concept of perfection, and success, and order. And we also know that most of those things will never happen, so we are constrained by life’s limitations. Therefore perfection is more of a myth, a reference point. We can either take this very badly and get really pissed off, and fight against gods, and in theatre we call Tragedy; or as the clown does, just fall and laugh about it.
The wisdom of the clown is being able to fall and assume it. It is a profound answer to the main problem of death in all its forms. This is why the clown exists. It is about somebody who takes on himself the limitations, the tragedies, the contradictions, the conflicts, the stupidity, the innocence, the vulnerability, the pain, and the wounds. And consciously plays with them. So the use of clown is to process with humor the tragedy of life.
I like your question: it’s good to say “in the world” because clowning is everywhere. In every human society there are individuals who exist with the purpose of making the community laugh. They laugh at the clown and think, ‘How can this clown be so simple or so stupid or so outrageous or so naïve or so loud or so clumsy or so pretentious?’ The clown is the one who makes people laugh about him. It’s a really profound teacher and it’s a very ancient archetype.

How far can you stretch the form of clown that you teach? To how many cultures can it be brought and understood?
In every society there is an order. There are rules that the community accepts because they are necessary to maintain the social structure: language, rituals, roles, taboos, etc. Every community has a very precise and specific culture. In every culture, given that there is a set of social rules, there is the possibility of breaking them, and therefore provoking outrage...or laughter.
So, as long as we have separate and unique cultures, there are many different forms of humor. Laughter is universal, but the reasons for laughter are not the same. The idea of laughing because of chaos and disorder, that is universal, but what makes people laugh is different. The clown is the comic form that takes on himself some sort of disorder and imperfection and makes people laugh. This is universal, but then there are many “clown forms”, which can even have different names: fool, trickster, monkey, coyote...
In our western culture when people say clowns, usually in their imagination there is a circus- based clown with baggy pants and big shoes and red nose and poofy hair and makeup with a big mouth and eyes. If you observe the costume it is about something that doesn’t fit. It’s too big and it falls apart and there’s some sort of baggy poverty in it.
So, for instance, that form comes from a time when the bourgeoisie was happening. There was a minority of very rich and powerful and elegant people ruling over a multitude of poor farmers or workers. The stupid one couldn’t get there and was badly dressed. So there was a huge set of tramps and hobos and poor and the uncultivated. So there was a comedy based on wealth. Then when the society grew into culture those who couldn’t study were laughable. That is a specific comedy based on a specific historic time and culture.
Then, the red nose came as an archetype of the circus clown. This particular type of clown is accessible in Western cultures. Now, because of globalization, Western culture is going everywhere. Things like television and cinema are expanding some good ideas, and also challenging and often erasing local cultures. So we need to be careful with the way we export our culture, including the clown. There are many different experiences of red nose clowns going all over the world, intervening in area of crisis. This can be a very powerful use of clown, bring relief in situation of pain and distress, support the healing of the local community through the power of laughter, and even promote a cultural and artistic rebirth of the communities. But to be effective it needs to be very tuned with the local culture. The danger is to be intrusive with forms of entertainment that are not really accessible, or with cultural codes that are foreign to the community. So I do see this clown form as very delicate form, requiring a peculiar cross-cultural sensitivity. If it is not integrated into the local community it can become another form of, sort of, cultural colonialism. For instance, the very use of red nose and make up, is not necessarily accessible, so it is very important to actually study and work on the laughter of the community and know what would make the community laugh. And you need to know a lot about the community before you know and understand what is comic. Find the clown of the region. Or look for what is common in all regions, what reunites us all as human fellows. When this happens you can see experiences of western actors performing together with local actors, using a very physical and visual comedy that is truly universal.
Every community has its own clown. Clown is a social role. Somebody has to have it. It’s something like the village idiot of the past, or the poor, or the clever one, or the monk. You can see this in a group for instance. In a group there has to be somebody that is the most stupid of all. And if there is not, some sort of opportunist, or victim, will be pushed in that role because the community needs that in order to transform some sort of anguish about imperfection. If this happens unconsciously it can be really painful and can get into marginalizing people really badly. People fall into homelessness for many reasons. They fall into this role that society needs which is: you are homeless so you remind me that I have a house. It can be really tragic if there is no awareness about that.

What becomes the clown archetype to a population of homeless people? Do they see humor in the same forms?
I worked for a couple of years with the homeless when I did my civil service in Italy, where I was involved in a number of theatrical projects with homeless people and they loved to laugh about themselves. Even in that community there was one who was considered more stupid than the others. I was amazed by their tough and precise and sharp humor. They could be really nasty sometimes. Humor is double edged. You can kill people laughing at them. But then the clown comes back and if somebody assumes that role all of a sudden it becomes very, very powerful. If he is not afraid of being laughed at there is nothing you can do about him. And this is why kings and presidents and people in power always have fear about clowns and buffoons and people who don’t give a shit about power, they just laugh at it. This is the worst attack to power.

I heard you saying that it is difficult to do the Red Nose workshop in marginalized communities? Can you tell me more about that?
Very essentially, when you work with a clown you address people to work with something very personal and very individual, and often people touch areas of their lives that are perceived as wounds, or faults, or strange, or awkward, or difficult on an emotional level. So, the point of departure is to focus on individual identity. This requires a rather strong sense of self and the idea of being able to be very different from others and unique.
At the intensity of the Red Nose workshop, this doesn’t really work for children and adolescents because they are in a phase of life where they are actually building themselves on an identity that works. They are sort of building up their sense of self and its too early to tell them that nobody will ever be perfect, and we’re all going to die one day, and we all have things that are a little unusual and unique and funny and sometimes tragic and painful and vulnerable, etc. So it’s too early in the process of their evolution. When you’re young you just want to be good and perfect and accepted and build your ego very well. And you want no limit and independence. Later on, as life provokes you, you can start listening to doubts and think: “maybe I’m not perfect” and you can start looking into your wounds to become an adult, accepting limits an interdependence. In other words, you need to develop your identity and individual power, which includes your ego, before letting it go to serve a higher purpose.
In marginalized communities, usually there is a lot of pain about being cut off and not recognized, and often oppressed, sometimes even violently, by other communities. To work on an individual clown in a group that is already being marginalized and laughed at is a sort of advanced work. So if you want to work on the clown, you have to first be very supportive of the group identity, to actually work on something like the “group clown”. If I had to do something like that, I would start with working towards building confidence in the sense of identity, of the value and positive resources of the group, and the link between people and the connections and the community. There is community work to start with, and only then you can touch the idea of, for instance, “Why do people laugh at us? What is our problem? And what could be funny about our problem? How could we use humor to address our oppression and marginalized situation?
Thinking about Black Americans or Native Americans or homeless people, there certainly are archetypes of comedy in their world, I’m sure there are, but there is so much pain before, that you can’t really start straight into it. It would be somehow unbearable.
A metaphor could be: if you have an accident, first thing you want to recover. If you are still bleeding, you first need to stop bleeding, and have a consistent dose of care and hugs and support and then you can go back and say, “What is the individual responsibility?” And then you can start understanding, “Oh that was silly of me; maybe I played a role in that accident or that disaster.” And process it at a deep level.
If we want to transform wounds, first we need to still be alive, and with a minimum amount of health and wellbeing in order to do the work.
So the structure would be: first you want to feel the group power and the group care, group identity, and empower it, and then you can touch the group comedy; what could be funny about the group, seen from the outside, for instance, and only later on can you address the individual clowns in the group.

How can the form of clowning that you teach become engaged in social action?
There is a continuum of levels in my experience.
The first level is people who want to train to be performance clowns. These are artists who are in love with this style, this genre, and their project is to make shows where the clown character tells stories. So they use that form of comedy to make people laugh in a way that is based on humanity and something about vulnerability and stupidity. Sometimes it is geared more towards children audiences with something like gags and really basic things that children adore. Or sometimes somebody goes towards more dramatic writing—the clown as a lone human being; a clown reflects on things perceived as difficult in life. And sometimes these shows can be very moving and touching and harsh.
Then there are artists who work on the clown with the commitment to bring her into society in an informal way. There are two big movements. One is the hospital clown--clowns that have training in things like psychology, relationships, process work, basic medical care, and other hospital work. Their purpose is to bring laughter into everyday life in the hospital, so they work specifically on routines based on hospitals environments, like rooms and doors and objects, and play a slapstick kind of routine with objects that are usually scary. Their clown is a doctor, often called Doctor Clown. Their work is to bring laughter, to be in character and to “de-germitize” the whole cycle of hospital life. It started in this country, in New York with the Big Apple Circus, at least twenty-five years ago, and now it’s all over the world. Some hospitals have touring acts. Another one is called Clown Without Borders. It comes from the vision of clown as sort of a peace corps. Clowns on missions in the world, particularly in areas where there is pain and suffering.
There’s another group that takes political action through clowns. It started in England with the Clandestine Insurgent Clown Army and they have spread Clown Brigades all over, including in the States. They are packs of clowns trained in nonviolence, and ready to go and face the police and officers, in all sorts of public event or protest. This is a big movement of clowns and activism coming out of theater.
Then there is another level, which is people who work on clown towards self- healing or self- development or therapy. In Italy they call this Clown-Terapia or Riso-Terapia which is like laughter therapy. So you use a clown technique to approach difficult things about your life, and to find where you can laugh about it. This can be either very simple or huge, specifically as a way to actually access deep wounds and transform them. As long as you can play with something you start detaching from it. So, for instance, if you feel a wound, a trauma, or something painful, the first step towards healing is being able to have a little distance from it and to put it into a metaphorical space, to represent it. And in the representation you can laugh at it or provoke laughter about it. That’s a huge healing tool. Usually the first step when we touch a deep emotional wound is wave of tears. But then, staying with them,. in the sacred space of the stage, we cross the river and we reach laughter. This is one of the most precious moment of my work, when I accompany people from tears to laughter. It’s profound an irreversible transformation. I’ve been working a lot with this, and it is a specific way of using clown towards healing. It is very intense individual work, and its also developing. You can use clown in combination with other psychological therapies and psychotherapy techniques. For instance, I use it a lot with Gestalt therapy and bodywork based on Bioenergetics. Within the clown frame there’s a very big opportunity for emotional release and a very profound healing, actually.
I think the most simple of all is just people wanting to laugh, and wanting to take themselves less seriously. Sometimes I do very short workshops and often when I ask “Why are you here?” many people say, “I want to take myself less seriously. I want to be able to laugh about myself.” I think everybody has that intuition that life is difficult, yes, but it doesn’t have to be dramatic. If there is a way to go through difficulties with humor, somehow things don’t change, but they also change completely. And this a clown where he still dies, but he dies laughing.
There is a Native American joke about it, between wolves and coyotes. And they say when it steps on a trap the wolf, which is a hero, I would say, will bite his paw off and run away without a leg and die. The coyote will stay there and laugh himself to death. (howls) And in fact it’s not laughing, it’s howling, it’s pain, but the coyote has a particular sound that sometimes really sounds like laughing. He’s very naughty, he steals things, and because of that he became an archetype and became sort of the clown of many Native American areas. So the coyote laughs himself to death and he doesn’t make any effort to solve the problem, but stays there and laughs. Its stupid, but in fact he dies less horribly than the wolf.
For me this is the essence because in the end we have to die—we will have problems; we will have difficulties. It’s normal, it’s about life; it’s conflict and misunderstandings, and some wounds are irreversible. Most people when they arrive at some sort of personal work realize that missed something in their childhood. We’ve all had fairly dysfunctional families--most people. And when they realize that you can say, “Oh shit, if I had a better father, a better mother.” That is the hero, the “Oh shit, my life is fucked because I didn’t get enough of that.” Then you can just be miserable for the rest of your life, and die sad and regretting. Or, and this is the clown way, you say “Okay, well that is what happened,” and assume it completely, eventually laugh about it, and all of a sudden you will be living much happier with the wounds that become scars and you can paint them. They never go away, but they turn into something else. There is a profound truth in this: on a psychological level wounds will not disappear, what could be will never be, scars remain. The hero will kill himself for this loss, the clown will dance with it. And this for me is a very big lesson from the clown—healing is not about taking the wound away, but transforming it. The clown dances with the wound. You can’t change your history, but you can transform it and make use of it. This is an alchemical process.

It’s seems that in order to create social change, you have to heal, also.
Yes, it’s a necessity of these times. But remember: healing is not about erasing wounds, but painting scars. And you have to heal those who ask for healing—this is a shamanic perspective. It’s tragically important. You can’t and you have not to give healing to those who don’t ask for it. There is a shamanic proverb that says, “If somebody knocks at your door and asks for help, tell him to go away. If he comes back the second time to ask for your help, tell him to go away. If he comes back the third time and asks for your help, tell him to wait.” This is a shaman’s proverb. It means you have to commit to your healing, and you have to take individual responsibility in asking for it and investing in it; investing energy, time, and at this time of history, energy is expressed also by financial exchange. That is necessary in order to do a real healing.
If you want to heal people who don’t want to be healed because they need that story, you’re doing two things. One is that you’re basically lacking respect for their history and their self; and then
you’re wasting time and energy, which are precious. So you’re doing a bad service both to yourself as a healer, and to the person. It doesn’t mean to be mean to everybody. But if you have particular healing skills or abilities you have to be very careful in when you use them, and how to respect the other person’s right to not be healed because that is part of a his personal process. If you think about your own personal process, the you know, as everybody does, that sometimes we need to go until a certain level of an experience in order to hit the switching point into something else. If we encourage people to avoid going where they need to go, we are actually preventing people from getting real healing.
I come from a Catholic background where this idea of doing good things for the world was very powerful. The idea of a mission, also, was very powerful and it’s totally dysfunctional. So I grew up doing all sorts of social work that was completely inefficient and hurtful to everybody. Like volunteering to go and help people who were not at all asking for it, so we were simply manipulating these good people.    The homeless, they have a strong reason why they are there. The only option is to completely recognize them where they are. If they ask for something, listen to that, and if you can give something, great, but also ask something. Creating an exchange, creating participation., that is the only way that they can maybe find the taste of being reconnected.. They need to be disconnected. They are homeless; it’s a very important word that means “without home.” It means that home was unbearable; home was something horrible for them so they prefer to be home less. Most people feel like home is nice, its good thing, but everybody can also feel, if they’re really honest, some times when home was unbearable, some times when your family was unbearable, some times when your partner was unbearable, where intimacy was absolutely the worst thing in the world, and then you can understand why people are homeless and have a compassionate look and respect them.

What gives you hope?
First I would say that to be hopeless is blasphemous and self-indulgent. It means to give more priority to your personal self than to the fact that there are millions of amazing things happening all the time. I’m really sad about many things that are happening—like the wars and global injustice, the crisis of the environment, global warming, the way children are educated... all this makes me furious. Do I feel hopeless... No. I don’t really feel hopeless. I feel very sad, which is different. Sometimes I feel desperate; I might feel very angry, furious, like “Ughh !!!!”. But in fact, and this is a clown approach, everything is perfect exactly as it’s not even perfect, it is. Reality is.
So if I get hopeless it is because I have an idea of how reality should be and I don’t give any respect to what’s happening. So on a spiritual level I am really going far away from having any sort of faith in the movement of the spirit, or whatever you want to call it; and on an individual level I am indulging in my own fear of transformation and my lack of courage. I’m putting myself before anything, which is also self-indulgent.
We should make a party every morning because somebody like Gandhi existed. We should wake up and say, “Wow Gandhi was walking on this planet. What a great planet we live in. What a beautiful humanity” If one person did something extraordinary, he celebrated the whole humanity. So if that happened, that is possible. We could all be like Gandhi, or at least try. And then somebody did something like Hitler; that also happened. But that is your personal choice, and you have to take personal responsibility, and decide which part you are. When we think of how horrible life is because of Hitler, we are doing what Hitler did. Choices are powerful. Hopelessness is lack of faith. And lack of faith is highly destructive.
But I think we need to go even further than hope: the clown manifests the beauty of humanity in the present moment. Life is beyond hope. It is. This is the clown way, the Tao of Clown: faith, and commitment, and faith and commitment and failing and falling and letting go, with pleasure...and this brings more faith...and commitment...over and over.
Intimate necessity.

Saturday, June 25, 2011



Thursday, June 23, 2011

musings on a smile

"Smile" was composed by Charlie Chaplin for his 1936 film Modern Times. John Turner and Geoffrey Parsons added the lyrics and title in 1954. Nat King Cole was the first to sing the song in 1954.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

musings of a heartache

I am wandering aimlessly trying to figure out what my life is supposed to be.
My heart pulls me in all sorts of directions.
Someone please sweep me off of my feet,
and save me

musings on CUTE AS A BUTTON!

So, as some of you may know I am addicted to crocheting. Recently, I have started selling my designs. I am somewhat of a small business owner (kinda). It is called CUTE AS A BUTTON.

Check out some of my designs. They have sold pretty well at the dance store that I work at and now I am starting to get requests/orders! SAWEEET!

Here are some cute slouchy hats 

flower hair clips

inside pocket

Sideways purse

Monday, June 13, 2011

musings on Pride and Prejudice auditions

So, as some of you may know, Kevin and I are directing the Peoria Homeschool Co-op's fall play, Pride and Prejudice. The project fell into my lap when Libby Snyder asked me to help out because they wanted the play to be on a larger scale than they had experience with and Kevin climbed aboard shortly thereafter. After several meetings with one of the Co-op parents who runs the theatre department (which were kindof awkward because she kept talking up her daughter so she would be cast as Elizabeth i.e. she showed me sketches of what she has in mind for the costumes, she already bought her own script and highlighted Elizabeth's lines, she has been taking ballroom dancing lessons, and told me about the numerous sets she has painted before. I know this was all coming from a good, proud-parent place, but it was hard for Kevin and I to sit through and then try to have an unbiased audition with her daughter), the audition notice went out shortly thereafter. It was interesting the different questions about monologues that came my what exactly IS a monologue, where they could find monologues, was I going to provide monologues, and should the monologues be from P&P? I tried to include a little drama lesson with each email, since I am kindof like their drama teacher as well as director.

Today was our audition day! The kids were told to bring in a prepared monologue from anything OTHER THAN Pride and Prejudice and Shakespeare and picture of themself. So, of course, several of them forgot their picture, several of them didn't know they had to memorize, and  the majority did Shakespeare...oh! and we had some Bible verses too. But that was ok. It was such a great learning experience for everyone. It now understand more deeply the importance of being able to recognize people's life energies. It was so awesome when I could tell who I wanted to cast someone as just based off of how they introduced themselves. The kids were great. They were all very enthusiastic during their auditions and callbacks.

The casting of Elizabeth and Jane was the toughest. There were two girls who could play either part well. Kevin and I had our gut instincts tell us what we WANTED to call them back for, but then we also called them back for the other role...just to see. They totally rocked both of them. We still haven't made our decision about this one yet. There are still a couple factors that we need to take into consideration. Once we have made our decision, I will let you know what went into it.

Unfortunatley we are very short numbers wise. We are in desparate need for boys (as per usual) andwe need a couple of girls. Luckily, though, we have our family (Mr. & Mrs. Bennet, Jane, Elizabeth, Mary, Kitty, Lydia, and Mr. Collins) that is a relief! I am really happy with who we have for the family (and i know once we iron out who will play Jane/Elizabeth, I will still be just as pumped). The family fell into place! It was so awesome to see this puzzle solve itself! I hope we will be able to find more students interested in theatre so we can  put on this production. It has some fun feminist themes that i CAN'T WAIT to explore. And I am sure there will be a lot of fun conversations with the girls (and the boys) during this process.

That is all for now. Exciting stuff is a head! Cliche or not, i can't wait to see what is going to happen.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

musings on life as it is right now

So I recently found out that two of my former high school classmates are engaged. I know some of my peers that are already married and have started a family. While everyone seems to have their life together, mine is all up in the air. How are people able to tie up their lives in neat little packages? They seem to know who they are going to marry, what job path they are going to follow, and an idea of where they want to live. I have no idea…about anything. ANYTHING. I thought I had it figured out, or at least I could see a light at the end of the tunnel. But I realize I  am now back at square one, for the most part anyway. I can’t see the end. It scares me. I don’t want to mess up anyone’s life because I don’t know what I am doing with mine. I feel like I have already done that and regret it. I am trying my hardest to walk the line of not hurting anyone and not hurting myself…which sometimes contradict each other. But in the process of trying to make everyone happy and doing what I THINK will make me happy, I am afraid I am making the biggest mistakes of my life…but can’t do anything about it. I am afraid one day I am going to wake up and see someone living the life that I wanted to live.

                                                          I don’t know how to stop this.

                                                           Cliché or not, this is my life. 

Monday, June 6, 2011

musings on Yellow Face

Why, when Black Face is deemed illegal is Yellow Face still OK in the United States? I hadn’t really thought about this until I heard about a play called Yellow Face.  I feel bad that I hadn’t been offended by past productions of Miss Saigon and even other plays and movies such as Breakfast at Tiffany’s and even Thoroughly Modern Millie where Asian characters are played by white actors and are sometimes blatantly made fun of in these plays. I used to think white actors had to play the roles of Chinese, Japanese , Vietnamese etc characters because the pool of actors didn’t have people of ethnicity to play those characters. But we do not dress up white actors in Black Face because the actor pool doesn’t have people to fill those roles.  In fact, we…including myself…wouldn’t even bat an eye at the use of Yellow Face.

Thoroughly Modern Millie

During the late 19th and early 20th century anti-Asian sentiments were expressed by politicians and writers. The pollutant stereotype began in 1850s California. Asians were viewed as alien and a threat to wage-earners, and a movement began that had the goal of making California racially pure. Newspapers called it “The Yellow Peril” ( Los Angeles Times, 1886). In the 1920s,  politicians responded with the
Japanese Internment Camp c1942
Japanese Exclusion Act and the American Immigration Act, limiting the number of Asian immigrants because they were considered an “undesirable race”. In 1942 approximately 110,000 Japanese-Americans were forced into internment camps 62% of which were American citizens.   Although we have moved past these extreme forms of racism towards Asian-Americans, Yellowface gives control of the depiction of Asians in popular culture to the dominant White culture which often leads to racist Asian stereotypes and caricatures (hello Miss Swan from Mad TV).

Racist Asian stereotypes in Film and TV and Theatre include:
  • The non-threatening “Oriental” with his fortune-cookie wisdom. The character was usually portrayed by Caucasian actors in its many incarnations, but Asians have occasionally taken on the role; for example Pat Morita as Mr. Miyagi
  • The silly Asian sidekick, with the buck teeth and 'rs' in place of 'ls'.
  • The conniving evil Asian. Someone with deep mysticism and scheming ways. Murder and opium were favorites.
  • The dragon lady. A sexually available/loose Asian woman who dared to try and be with the white man.
  • Since the mid-1960s, the media has popularized an image of Asian Americans as the perfectly assimilated ethnic minority in the United States. This emergence of the model minority image let to a preoccupation among many Asian Americans with "good" stereotypes vs "bad" stereotypes.

Micky Rooney in Breakfast at Tiffany's

The 1961 film Breakfast at Tiffany's has been criticized for its portrayal of the character Mr. Yunioshi, Holly's bucktoothed, stereotyped Japanese neighbor. Played by Caucasian Mickey Rooney, Rooney wore Yellowface makeup to change his features to a caricatured approximation of a Japanese person.

In the 45th anniversary edition DVD release, producer Richard Shepherd repeatedly apologizes, saying, "If we could just change Mickey Rooney, I'd be thrilled with the movie." Director Blake Edwards stated, "Looking back, I wish I had never done it...and I would give anything to be able to recast it, but it's there, and onward and upward." In a 2008 interview about the film, 87-year-old Rooney said he was heartbroken about the criticism and that he had never received any complaints about his portrayal of the character.

Miss Saigon (1989–1999) is a West End musical, is loosely based on Madama Butterfly.

Miss Saigon
The setting of the plot is relocated to the 1970s Saigon during the Vietnam War, and Madame Butterfly's American Lieutenant and Japanese geisha coupling is replaced by a romance between an American GI and a Vietnamese bar girl. This musical has received criticism for what some have perceived as a racist or sexist overtone, including protests regarding its portrayal of Asian men, Asian women, or women in general.

The Engineer in Miss Saigon
Originally, Jonathan Pryce and Keith Burns, white actors playing Eurasian/Asian characters, wore eye prostheses and bronzing cream to make themselves look more Asian, which outraged some who drew comparisons to a "minstrel show". From April 1989 to May 1990, nearly 100 shows were produced under the agreement between Equity and the League of American Theatres and Producers, 33 of the shows, with 504 roles, had no ethnic minority actors and 12 other productions had only one or two ethnic actors.

Kinda makes you think of things differently, huh? Is this unethical? On the flip side, would it be racist for people of mixed ethnicity to play a White character? Is there such thing as White Face? What about other ethnicities? Are we compromising our artistic integrity?

Anywho, I am not looking to change the world, I just thought this was interesting to share. And since I am half Japanese this isn’t COMPLETELY totally cliché for me.


Sunday, June 5, 2011

musings of a time waster

Check out this website for some premium time wasting. It is totes funny

Friday, June 3, 2011

musings of a hopeless romantic

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more; that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds."
from the The Notebook

"I know you; I walked with you once upon a dream."
from the movie "Sleeping Beauty"

"You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love and love and love you."
from the movie, "Pride and Prejudice"

I used to call myself a hopeless romantic. I could come up with super romantic date and proposal ideas that were worthy of any cheese-ball romantic comedy. I was/still kinda am addicted to the warm fuzzies you get from romantic movies.  But I then would be disappointed when I wasn’t treated as well as I thought I deserved to be. At the same time, I would try my hardest to live up to the fantasy girlfriend that I imagined my boyfriends wanted. With no fault of anyone but my own, I would be disappointed when the efforts weren’t returned. Was I expecting too much? Was I setting them up for failure? Was I right to want to be treated differently? Or is he still out there?  How do I get passed my own self and appreciate what I have, or rather, maybe stop over-thinking every situation. Or how do I k now when the battle is over and to look for that guy somewhere else?

Perhaps society has given me a disillusioned idea of what love is. I constantly feel pulled in a thousand different directions of what situations SHOULD be like  or what I SHOULD think or want. So, how do I know what I want is what I, me, myself wants, or what I am pushed to want or what is realistic and what is unattainable.  Damn those romantic movies, love songs on the radio and ALL of  Disney!!! When you wish upon a star, it doesn't ALWAYS come true.

I see elderly couple that are still madly in love with one another. They still flirt and hold hands HOW DID THEY KNOW??? I see young couples with a small baby madly in love with one another HOW DID THEY KNOW??? I see couples of all shapes, sizes, races, sexual orientations, and religions in love with one another. How did they know that THIS  person is ‘the one’. How did they know that THIS PERSON would make them happy for the rest of their lives, through thick and thin? Perhaps that is what dating is for…but one could spend YEARS with a person that they aren’t meant to be with….or perhaps are,  and break it off because they don’t see the greatness they have before them. Have I messed up my life?

"When you look into her eyes, you know what kind of man you wanna be."
from movie, "Spiderman" <I WANT TO BE THIS GIRL>…is that hopeless and will i recognize it once i have it?

Hopeless romantic…or romantically hopeless? I don’t know. But I do know this was all totally cliché.